About Me.
*~Rosaline Tan~*
19+ years old
NP Health Sciences (Nursing)
COS(BT), Youth Impact
Passionates
cutie_pier@hotmail.com
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purple,roses,rum n raisin,truffles,
salmon,apple struddel,scuba diving,
japanese food,furry animals,
babies,dancing,painting,rollerblading
stars,auroras,shopping,skating,
chilling out at night,oceans,nature,
taking photos,cycling,squishing my toes in the soft sand,
baking:)
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Saturday, March 22, 2008
poly mate: where am i?
11:35 pm
For privacy sake, i shall not name the person in here.
*takes a deep breath* WhooOOoosh!!!
I'm so glad i listened to the little voice inside my head that kept bugging me. It sounds just like my own thoughts. But then it keeps bugging me, and then i thought: "Surely this thought comes from God because i dont normally do this. And why am i so scared to do it?"
So ok, i was nervous.
Cos i felt the urge to tell my poly friend that God says "Where are you? I am here".
But ya know, i get the feeling of fear. Fear that it is not God. Fear of how she would react and whether it's just me and stuff. ya.ya.
So ok i decided not to delay anymore and just tell her.She was appearing offline, i did not know. I decided to message her online anyway. I was surprised when she replied:
"hey.. wow. that was.. wow. really. well the truth is i havent been going church for a long time now already, i kept giving myself excuses that im busy and stuff but the truth was more that i dont have the courage to go back after being away for so long.. but thank you. really. this means something to me. (:"
And boy, was i glad i told! Weehee! Praise God. :)
