Praise God! To Him be the glory!
I AM SO SO SO SO GLAD i trusted in the Lord and persevered in faith. I scored even better than my last term's exams! It is really a miracle. REALLY. Because i know i was not hardworking this term, in fact, i became quite lazy. I do regret that. It wasnt until 2 weeks before exam that i realized that i dont know SO MUCH. And i only started studying one week before exam. And it was really a struggle (refer to Feb 11 and 17 post).
It was really very different doing exams this time. Because i really did not worry about the paper after i did each one. It wasnt easy to restrain myself from even worrying. But somehow, the Holy Spirit helped me, and i just didnt think about them. I think it is when we think about the paper after we did each one, then we actually start to worry right?
I wasnt able to finish studying. But i tried not to worry. What God told me to do was:
Stop focusing on all the things you dont know, and just start studying as much as you can.
So i stopped worrying about what i dont know, and i gave my best in that week that i last minute hugged God's leg.(chinese idiom)
SO i survived the exam week without any emotional breakdown or panic attack.
I still think it's amazing, about how God turned my studies around.
He is ever so faithful and marvelous. Of course, i shouldnt take advantage of that. I musnt be lazy again.
Which reminds me of the verse God showed me when i was sec 4, after mid years. This verse woke me up from my sleep. I was doing very poorly in studies then. My mid-year results during sec 4 was L1R5= 41.
Proverbs 6:6-9.
Go to the ant, you sluggard;
consider its ways and be wise!
It has no commander,
no overseer or ruler,
yet it stores its provisions in
summer and gathers its food at harvest.
How long will you lie there, you sluggard?
When will you get up from your sleep?
Anyway, i was awoken by God after i read this verse, how i found the verse is another story to tell. And from then on my studies improved tremendously. God never stops being faithful. We are the ones who should continue to be faithful to Him. Because when we delight in Him, He will give us the desires of our hearts according to His will.
