Jordon's been gone for 4 days now. I do regret not making time to call him last time when i was supposed to be accountable to him. Now i miss those conferences... *trembling lips*
Sending him off at the airport on Tuesday was such an emotional experience. It was kinda funny though. Me and mel were practically chasing after him everywhere he went, making sure he's never too far away. And finally comes the time to say goodbye... *looks away and wipes a tear*
yes yes, as i was saying, we all had to say goodbye. So handshakes for the girls and hugs for the guys...WHY OH WHY!!?? It would be so much easier to say goodbye had he been a brown cuddly furry teddy bear, then we ALL could give him hugs and wave goodbye!!!
But oh wells, he's been promoted to brotherhood and no longer our big small sister...*buries face into hands*
Pardon me...i'm still being emotional...
i MUST pull myself together!!
Oh. Where was i? Oh yes, so we waved goodbye as he walks in slowly and turns back and waves at all of us. I looked away for a moment to give a tearful scringed up face at Mel, then looked back at him again. By now he had already checked his passport. But hey, i lost my specs. I didnt know he was like on the other side from where i was looking. I just assumed that the little brown spot i saw was him and i was still waving goodbye. It wasnt till i realized everyone was waving at the opposite direction did i know.
...
DUH.
Here's a photo of us all anyway. It's not a cellgrp photo, there're other ppl too.
Today i shall just rant on about dear Jordon.
How did i know Jordon? Actually i knew Joshua first. But only by aqquaintence. Then they joined our then cellgrp, i4c. It wasnt till Jordon became my Small group leader did i really know him. That was the only time when i actually experienced the true meaning of discipleship and being disciplined to be accountable to someone. I'll say i never really had a discipler who discipled me. I was simply accountable to Zibing and my buddies like Mel and Kare. But it wasnt really consistent ya know? And i dont have one now since Jordon is gone. Sigh. My conference group consisted of Jordon, Eugene and me.We had those conferences in which we were supposed to have every alternate day. But we all grew too busy. So it became once a week. And eventually sometimes we even forgot that too. But i really enjoyed every single one of those conferences. We always end the conversation laughing. And there were a couple of times we couldnt stop laughing. Or at least, I couldnt stop laughing. hehe. Ya know...when i get into one of those laughing fits...Well it was fun while it lasted. =) Jolly good memories.
I'm glad God made him a man. Yet...there's something different about him. Ya know? *winks*
It's like gender doesnt matter really. Wahaha. Now why did i say that? I have no idea man.
=S I'm not gonna press 'Backspace' though.
SO here's a song for Jordon that i wanted to sing at the airport but didnt:
For Jordon's a jolly good fellow
For Jordon's a jolly good fellow
For Jordon's a jolly good fellooooooow!
And nobody can deny!
Sounds like a tongue twister. Weeheehee. =)
"Jordon is a good boy.He doesnt drink.He doesnt smoke.And he goes to church every saturday."
Heeheehee!!! Good one.
