About Me.
*~Rosaline Tan~*
19+ years old
NP Health Sciences (Nursing)
COS(BT), Youth Impact
Passionates
cutie_pier@hotmail.com
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purple,roses,rum n raisin,truffles,
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japanese food,furry animals,
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stars,auroras,shopping,skating,
chilling out at night,oceans,nature,
taking photos,cycling,squishing my toes in the soft sand,
baking:)
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
11:34 pm
It may come as a surprise that Christ asks our permission to come in and heal, but He is kind, and the door is shut from the inside, and healing never comes against our will. In order to experiance His healing, we must also give Him permission to come in to the places we have so long shut to anyone. Will you let me heal you? He knocks through our loneliness. He knocks through our sorrows. He knocks through events that feel too close to what happened to us when we were young - a betrayal, a rejection, a word spoken, a relationship lost. He knocks through many things, waiting for us to give him permission to enter in.
Give Him permission. Give Him access to your broken heart. Ask Him to come to these places. First, recognise that you are indeed wounded.
Your wounds brought messages with them. Lots of messages. Somehow they all usually land in the same place. They had a similar theme. "Youre worthless." "You're too much...and not enough." "You're a disappointment." "You're repulsive." On and on they go. Because they were delivered with such pain, they felt true. They pierced our hearts, and they seemed so true. So we accepted the message as fact. We embraced it as the verdict on us.
The vows we made, act like a deep-seated agreement with the message of our wounds. "Fine, if that's how it is, then i'll live my life in the following way..." The vows we made acted like a kind of covenant with the messages that came with our deep wounds.
Before we are entirely convinced that they arent true, we must reject the message of our wounds. It's a way of unlocking the door to Jesus. Agreements lock the door from the inside. Renouncing the agreements unlocks the door to Him.
